In 2017, I was about to start a college course to study Business Level 2 but was turned away at last stage. So I went straight onto benefits and tried to study online courses to help me get into work; I wanted to move into admin but I ended up being out of work for the next two years.
I found out about the Prince’s Trust Team programme through a friend. She had gone on the programme and it had helped build her confidence to get into work. I’d struggled with my confidence, and struggled to see the positives in life. I had spent 2 years sitting at home, job searching and getting let down all the time. It was never clear to me why I wasn’t successful, which made me feel even lower. I would ask myself “Why am I not employable?” as I was hardly getting any interviews.
“I learned I’m not the only one with mental health issues”
The most important part of the programme for me was meeting new people. I learned I’m not the only one with mental health issues. I have depression and anxiety, and it was good support to be around others who suffer the same way as me. That wasn’t something I had before. Being around new people has made me feel more upbeat and feel I can cope and achieve. There were also times when I could support others too.
I also really enjoyed the community project because it really brought us together as a team. It was a big achievement – we did it for ourselves and for others, and we really helped each other.
I have gained a lot from the programme. It built my confidence and I’ve made friends. I can now speak to strangers, which I could never have done before. The experience made me realise that I can do this, that I can achieve what I want to achieve. I don’t need to shut myself away, and I can be more positive.
“I can now communicate better”
Now I can talk about my feelings to anybody. I couldn’t talk to my mum properly before without getting really upset. Now I can express to her how I’m feeling. I can now communicate better, which helps my relationships and helps my mood.
Since finishing the programme I’ve begun a volunteering placement at Age UK – I did my work placement there and I loved it. I’m hoping that might lead to a full time job in care work, where I can train on the job.
If I hadn’t taken part in the programme, I’d still be sitting at home doing nothing, still applying for jobs, and feeling down about myself and that I can’t cope.
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